So I'm laying here in bed mulling over life before I go to sleep. So much has happened in the past few months I'm not even sure where to start. I guess I should start with the worst.
Em and I don't really see eye to eye anymore. I've finally gotten over her and moved on, and ever since that happened she has been cold to me. We never talk and when we do I feel like we are just going through pleasentries. So much for staying friends. She tried to rub it in my face that she is seeing someone, I don't really care though .
My best friend and I had a bit of a spat before break, and yet within a few days we were friends again. I am always amazed at how that happens every time. We yell and scream and say such hurtful things and yet we still care about each other.
And then there is the happiness in my life, my ray of hope. I met this girl while walking with a friend. He started talking to his friend and so we just started chatting and it just seemed different to me. She's not ready for a relationship however, and so I'm going to just wait, and thas how I know I really like her. I am the most impatent person ever, and yet I don't mind waiting. We talk often, and I always smile when I see a text from her. She's sweet and funny and smart. Not to mention pretty as well. I'm absolutly smitten with her, yet I'm not sure she even knows. But such is life.
School was difficult last semester, I just squeeked by in a few classes. My paper turned out fantastic and I'm very happy with it. I can't wait to submit it as a poster for a conference next year.
Speaking of conferences, I will be in New Orleans in a few weeks for AMS. I'm very excited because I know what to expect this year and a couple good frens are going as well. Its also nice that I will know a few vendors there, one is a guy I work with for my internship. It should be a fantastic week.
That's all I have for now though, it seemed like so much before I wrote it out. I still cannot get Elizabeth off my mind, I just smile thinking about her. I should have more posts in the next few weeks, some will be deeper and some will be just my summery of life. Until then I must sleep however =)
You're cute :D
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